it's very crowded and full of people. but i felt alone.
despite the fact that i get uncomfortable easily in a place full of people, i felt i didnt belong there.
it's not that i'm arrogant or anti-social, i was just too shy.

dan gue bukan kelewat lempeng.
believe it or not, gue pemalu. pemalu berlebihan. shy to the max.

damn it, rasanya mau ngomong sampe berbusa. but no, i didnt say a word.
i kept it all in my heart. ada kalanya gue males ngomong, whats the use. mostly dissapointments. my dissapointments.
but if i could let it all out... i'd say
you're too childish
i came here to see you
why not me
i didnt agree
i want a vacation
i hate those people
what am i to you
i'm glad there's soccer on tv, at least i know you're in front of tv, watching the game
i dont like her at all
dia yg gila apa elo yg jauh lebih gila
i miss u mother father brothers and sister
i had tried my best, and you said i didnt try to help. wtf!
gue takut
i feel alone, most of the times
anjrit kenapa mesti gue sih!
to help or not to help, to quit or not to quit. oh help
iri! iri!

and many more.
f!!