Hey, Boy! Did you know?
I lie awake in my dreamy bed
Thinking of you and those crazy times we've had

Sometimes I wonder
Whether you're a Jekyll or you're a Hyde?
Sometimes you are wise and tell no lies

Oh I can't tell
Cause you make me feel so loved and confused
This conversation may never happen

Hey, Girl! Did you know?
I miss you so though it may not show
Thinking of you and those crazy times we've had

My dear I have news to tell you
Your silly jokes did brighten me
You cheered me up when i was down

Oh I can't tell
Cause you make me feel so loved and confused
This conversation may never happen

~This Conversation - Mocca~

How Insane Are You?
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Name
Age
Your problem	Schizophrenia
Will it be cured	Yes definitely
Insanity	67%
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[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	varin
Birthplace ::	jakarta
Age ::	23
Age you act ::	0-23 wakakakakk drama queen
Current location ::	jkt
Eye color ::	black
Hair color ::	black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	ambidextrous (i wish) hoahaha
Zodiac sign? ::	LEO! can't u tell?
Height? ::	one hundred and fifty something (small small small extra small) :)
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	asian-indonesian (and a whole lot more, actually... hehehe)
Your hair ::	black straight thick ...more like a 'sapu ijuk'
Your fears ::	Him
Your perfect room ::	my room is quite perfect actually, it has everything i need in it. and it's not messy anymore! yeehaa! heheh i finally had the time to clean it up :)
What you practically do in a day ::	draw, think, drive, go to any markets (heheh)...mostly traditional ones, smile
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	serayess, metong, ya
Phrases you overuse ::	ade appee? (hwaks! should not use that phrase ever again... just realize something)
Your first thought when you wake up ::	o no, am i late again???! (yeah, every single day!)
Your greatest accomplishment ::	satisfied customers :D
Something you want to do ::	make more money
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	coke (it makes me smile, rrr... laugh nonstop, and absolutely talkative, actually. pssst.. it's the caffeine)
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	mcD's, for its happy meal :)
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	none
Chocolate or vanilla ::	vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::	adidas
Black or white ::	grey (hehe, there's no grey side for you law students, isn't there? hehe luckily i'm not)
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::	burgers
Egypt or France ::	both
Rock or rap ::	rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	no
Cuss ::	aha
Sing well ::	when nobody's around
Sing in the shower ::	no, read poems. wakakakakk!! aaa ya kali de
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	i wonder why they say i'm autistic... hmm
Believe in yourself ::	very
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	yes. cause i'm running away from those chores
Play an instrument ::	emmm... used to play keyboard (totally forgot how, now), pianika in SD, flute (cause i had to, in SD), mmm... and sewing machine. hahahah!
Want to go to college? ::	already in college and damn, whennn will i graduate?!! damn it.
Want to get married? ::	sure
Want to have children? ::	maybe
Think you're a health freak? ::	sometimes
Get along with your parents ::	nggg...
Get along with your siblings? ::	yes
Think you're popular ::	at home, very!
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	gone out of my mind
Drank alchohal ::	perhaps
Smoke ::	hmm.. seisep
Get high ::	no
Done any drugs ::	ponstan and decolgen :D
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	oftenly
Been on stage ::	yes
Gone skinny dipping ::	hihihi yyuuk!
Been dumped ::	hmm! hmm! hmm! not that i've been dumped, but yeah i felt dumped... hghh you lucky asshole! i still don't hate you, even until now :(
Dyed your hair ::	not this past month
Stolen anything ::	heheh
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	hueheh psychoest sih ada...
Loudest ::	tobss! love you, frennn! ;p oh.. and aci also
Most shy ::	i don't think i have a shy friend
Blondest ::	...
Smartest ::	saya huahahhaha
Kindest ::	all, really! but a person's kindness had touched my heart, tho... :) always. (colongan curhat)
Best personality ::	everybody i know well
Most talented ::	too many to mention
Best singer ::	dinah maybe
Most ghetto ::	yo, whodamannn?
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	beuuhh, miss anne
Pain in the ass ::	haiyahh everyone!! (when i'm in a pms mode) heheh
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	that perfect girl you chose. (akhh piluuu) eventho she's not my friend
Funniest ::	puni, cause she laughs a lot. :)
Best person for advice ::	all my curhat friends... puni, yeye, toby, baby, miss anne juga kadang2 heuheueh, oh and my dad (business advice only)
Dependable ::	thia
Trustworthy ::	myself ;p
Druggie ::	he? they who do drugs... kekekk
Most likely to end up in jail ::	woaaaaaaaahahahhahhh ... *laugh terribly out loud* hhmmm i know... huehue won't say names ahh
Person you've known the longest ::	hmm...
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	kissed by johnny depp
Last nightmare ::	that it was just a dream
Car ride ::	a day before yesterday
Last time you cried ::	a day before yesterday, after watching a movie...hohoh
Last movie seen ::	nightmare before christmas
Last movie rented ::	don't rent, i buy those pirated dvds. and borrow them from friends also.
Last book read ::	something about fashion
Last word said ::	hmm?
Last curse word said ::	syit men, joni dep ganteng berat! (eh... i don't think that's a word... haha)
Last time you laugh ::	at my gramma's
Last phone call ::	few hours ago from rizki da mupeng
Last CD played ::	keane
Last song you listened to ::	forgot
Last annoyance ::	always this annoying person
Last IM ::	riheam
Last weird encounter ::	a week ago, i think... when a guy at campus shout my name, and said he knew me from fs! haha. that's weird... but, it's a good thing you called my name, tho. :) heyya!
Last person you hugged ::	sista
Last person you yelled at ::	none
Last time you wore a skirt ::	at my gramma's
Last time you've been evil ::	don't i always? ;p
Sarcastic? ::	sarcastic is a middle name
Last time you fought with your parents ::	hmm
Last time you wished upon a star ::	i pray to God. stars don't listen.
Played Truth or Dare ::	we play truth or truth, right Beb, Tob? hehe
Spent quality time alone ::	today!! yeayyyy.
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	nah
Do you feel lonely ::	not at the mo
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	nah
How about egging someone's house ::	great idea!
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	heh, come again?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	eghh.. no.
Yo Momma ::	Ya Pappa?
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	most of the times.
What do you think of George Bush? ::	american
Any secret fetishes? ::	sure
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	i collect those
How many languages do you speak? ::	4
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	poor you...
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	stalk me.
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hehe Riheam slamat ya launching bukunyaaa... ciyeee, seleb! hehehe!!

ehehehe waktu launching buku riheam, saya berbohong. huehuheuhe. saya dengan tegas menyatakan bahwa karakter dalam buku tersebut benar2 tidak seperti saya. bahwa karakter itu rekayasa. saya tidak se-clumsy itu! huauahauhauhuha.

yeah, right...

orang2 gatau aja bahkan pada detik itu juga saya lagi panik keilangan dompet... yg ternyata... hmmmmmm saya taro di tas ncim! (lahhh??) huahuahuha (dimana pd saat itu dia depok dan saya di kemang). dan beberapa detik kemudian... saya kembali panik keilangan handphone. yanggggg ternyata nyelip di jok mobil.
HADEEEEEUUUH.
ya sudahlaaaakkhhhh.

kalo saya jabarin smua ke-clumsy-an saya, tidak cukup waktu 365 hari bagi Anda untuk membacanya. heheheh... help!!!! grrrrrrrrr...

intinya, maap yak yg ktipu sama 'speech' saya di aksara kmarin! hahahahahha... tududdududuu.
mreka yg tidak kenal saya maka tidak akan tau apa yg fakta ataupun fiksi akan karakter utama pd novel tersebut. hwaaaaaaaaahahahahhahah. :D

riheam skali lagi slamat yaaaaa!!
*ehm, riheam bajunya buaguuuuuussssss deh!! ahahahhaha ehemmmm...* ;p
bisa hubungi ameno_machi@yahoo.com looohhhh... ihihihihi

duwwwwwhhh. parno nih parnoooo. jangan2...
huwaaa!
aduh. iya kali ya, jangan2... secara dia itu... hwaaaa!
pasti deh. ya ampun.
iya ya, dia juga ga bego, gitu.
ya ampun tolil banget si gueeee...
hadeuuuh.
jadi jadi jadi... hhyaaa!
loe tau ya??? ya kan ya kannnn???

*my autistic mind and i*

hmmm.. ya gapapa jg sih. so u know that i'm THIS weird.
hahahh!

(o no... i'm a frrrrrreeeeeeeeeaaakkk!! heheh)
jiwa autis sedang kumat. maafkan.

uhuww... terharu.
ini kata Puni tentang saya... i copy this from friendster's bulletin board :)

------
piLih satu temen Lo, teruS isi semUA tentang dia...

> 1. Nama panjang?
> =Varinnia Wibowo, aka VARIN

> > 2. paNggiLan ?
> =Varinomachi :D

> > 3. KenaL di?kapan?
> = univ. indonesia, depok... 1999

> > 4.uLAngtahun?
> =19 Agustus 1981

> > 5.yG Lo suKA dari dia?
> =seseorang yg bisa bikin gue hepi lagi setelah se-down apapun gue tadinya...huhuhuw, abis gerakgeriknya aneh tapi lucuw, udh gitu suka ngomong ceplasceplos make istilah2 yg ga kepikir sama org lain, hehehehe

> > 6.yG Lo sebeL dari dia?
> = jikala ia memintaku resign dari kantorku...hyuwaaaa,,,,klo daku brenti ke kantor, daku tak bisa hidup sehari2 makkkk..

> > 7.kebiAsaan Buruknya?
> =workaholic :p

> > 8.seriNg gak ke rumAhnya?
> =hampir tiap malem minggu nih skarang, hueheheheh

> > 10.perNAh ngaPain bAReng??
> =pernah smuanya deh, dari njait bareng (bener2 1 baju dijait berdua! mote2 buat baju nyokapnya itu tuwhhh) sampe maki2 kaum pria bareng di dalem lift, hahaha!

> > 11. tHe mOSt unhaPPy moment with her/him?
> =adanya sih most unhappy moment yg kebetulan dirasain bersama pas lagi barengan..bukan dia yg bikin gue unhappy, bgituwhh...ada la pokonya ;)

> > 12.the MOst haPPy moMent with her/him?
> =for the past 3 months ini deh ;)

> > 13.Pacarnya siapa?
> = hmmm :D

> > 14.uDah berapa lama mereka pacaRan?
> = ihihih...dududu XD

> > 15.dia seKarang gimana?
> = dia masih miss sunshine (sdangkan gue miss rain...hahaha!!)

> > 16.diA taU semuA rahasia tentang Lo?
>= hehe, hampir kali..tapi yahhh, guenya emg ga pernah 100% ngasitau rahasia gue ke org juga gitu lowh...klo smua temen2 gue ngumpul, nah, pasti ketauan smua rahasia gue, karna gue biasanya ngasitau rahasia gue tu seiprit2 ke org2 yg berbeda, hahaha..

> > 17.KAngen gak?
>=iya lah, baru Jumat ktemu lagi..waaaaa

> 18.keNapa?
>= karna saya bekerja mendua, yea yea yea

> > 19.ada Yg mo disampein?
>=Varinnnnn....jangan lupa makan siang! hehehe..awas loh, being workaholic is bad for your health!!
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hehe hehe hehe. nyoooo...
ok, untuk menjelaskan nomer 13 dan 14... belum! saya belum punya pacar! hahahah! puni, jangan nurunin pasaran gue doooong... ahahaha. hadeuuhh...
menyenangkan sekali ya, seperti dapet testimonial baru. hehehe... makasih Puniii! :) terlalu terharu, makanya sampe saya taro di blog :D

He's a man who you thought was perfect
Then he suddenly made you sick
all his words were nothing but a trick
well,let's forget bout that prick
may his girl, have fun with other man's d***

by: m.harris s.t a.k.a yeye

hehe, tengkyu bener pren!
empatimu besar!
hehehh... ma'acih.

keep on writing ya! :)

hmm sekarang udah feeling better. hehe...saya nggak sedih kok ternyata. horeee :) dari kmaren2 juga udah siiyy. hihi gara2 banyak kerjaan kali ya... menyenangkan! :) meskipun merepotkan...

oiya, saya udah pernah bilang belum ya... skrg toko kami emang udah berdiri sendiri. i mean, tadinya kan ada 2 label gitu di satu toko (Bionik dan AmeNoMachi)... nah, karena satu dan lain hal, yg label Bionik resign. jadinya toko ini sekarang pengelolanya adalah AmeNoMachi... iya, 3 cewek2 cantik nan super power itu ;p
nyooohh, capek ternyata ya. dan syulidd... penuh liku2. ihihi apasih.

eh, si Riheam jumat tgl 17 besok launching novelnya lhooo... yg Love in Prague. dateng ya... di aksara kemang, jam 5 sore! dapet voucher dr freeze frame juga lohhh! menarik bukan? hehehe

oiya, pertama... ayo semua liat blognya Tobabi! hehe... tobabi, aku terharu sekali deyhhh. ma'acih ya :) mmmwahh! hidup trio kwek2! :D

hiy. sepertinya saya baru sadar kalo... sebenernya saya workaholic. wuaduuhh!

eniwey, hmmm. saya jd mikir kalo sebetulnya bener2 nobody's perfect. bahkan nobody's almost perfect. smuanya nggak sempurna! ckckck... kecewa saya dibuatnya.

uwhh, jd inget kata kenny... 'gimana mau nggak lose faith in men kalo kaya gitu smuanya?'... huwaaa kennyyyy... trimakasih telah mengerti ya.

kecewa!
saya kecewaaa!
berasa bodoh deh :(
huuww...

akh tapi sudahlah...
smua pasti ada hikmahnya.
dududuuu...

*hix snicks snicks* :(

what a species...!

My heart aches,
A part of me is missing.

You are my great passion,
My great love

How clearly you appear in my dreams,
You are in my blood, my soul.

I cry out your name to the endless sky,
Summoning the spirits to assist me.

I must have you,
I can wait no longer.

Return to me,
I command thee.An inner voice whispers your name,
Visions of your face appear everywhere.

The time has come to open your eyes,
To see the wondrous life that awaits us.

Open your heart,
Allow my love to penetrate the barriers.

Fly quickly to me,
Fall into my loving arms.

In your mind,
You know we are meant to be together.

Surely you must realize,
Our reunion is inevitable.

Can you not see,
How right we are together.

Does your heart not ache,
When you are alone in your thoughts – thinking of me

Do you not yearn
For my gentle ways, my loving spirit.

Shed the negative thoughts,
That bend your mind,

Cast off the bonds that keep us apart,
Drum up the courage to do what’s right.

Fate dictates our coupling,
Return so our destiny can be fulfilled.

Come back to my warm embrace,
Come bask in the warmth of my unconditional love.

I ask the Gods,
To do this one last thing.

And I shall forever be grateful,
When I hear your footsteps outside the door.

Returning to me.



do you know what this is?... yeah, it's a love spell, my dear. haha. read and weep!
thanx, miss anne... ;p